it's for me

Okay...first entry.. I'm a blogger now! Haahahaha
First things first...I am not going to try to worry about spelling and proper punctuation here...I had enough of that in grade school. I figured I'd try blogging because I think I can type faster than I can write in a journal and I seem to spend more time on the computer these days. Although I some of the most beautiful journals (my husband is pretty good at the gift giving thing) I am one of those weird people that has pretty things she can't use. I think they are so beautiful I don't want to "ruin" them by writing in them...which really is their given purpose. Oh well...

So- Sharing the Awesome-it means the awesomely awesome, the aswesomely bad, mad, stupid, silly, happy, annoying, etc...all of those awesome things that occur in daily life, good ,bad or otherwise.

So a little more about me...I am a mother, a wife,blah blah blah....guess I'll delve into that more as time goes on. What I really want to do is set some goals here, more for me than you, but hey that's how this whole blogging thing is supposed to work right? It's a venue for me to get out what I need to say and if you choose to read it, or like it or hate and never read it again, so be it!

Righty then- goals....hummmmmm. Got one! -to be as brutally honest as I need to be, to recognize my own inner beauty as well as my inner demons. I do not want to hold back, I want to vent if venting is what I need, I want to laugh or share or question. I am not going worry about backlash. If someone doesn't like what I say that's their problem. I am entitled to my feeling and it's about time I accepted that!

What do I want to get out of blogging? Well...to use this platform as a means to help me process my thoughts and beliefs, to help me understand myself better and occasionally to just let loose and say some of the things that I would never say to someones face!